How well does people work with ideas? Do people mostly get ideas randomly out of everything? Like a guy having a coffee or someone who tripped down the stairs as he's leaving for class? Or does most people sit down, and contemplate in an almost mechanical manner to figure out which is the most logical and effective? Well, that I wouldn't be too sure and I guess I needn't be. What I do know is that I must be a little less focused in order to come up with good ones and when I say good ones, it feels so understated. A wacky one perhaps? Oh well, words really don't fit at times.
Been uploading a whole lot of stuff on YouTube lately, and yeah I guess I am sort of challenging all these copyright crap issues. But still that's how it is. People upload them anyway and seriously, if people are REALLY suppose to only upload what belongs to them like personally and with all the copyright ownership in their hands, YouTube would probably be the most boring site ever! Yeah, its like people are really gonna be so enthusiastic about some dumbass video about some guys goofing around in a park or whatever! Now, if that is originality, it sure is then!
So many plans in mind yet the urge to just procrastinate is just overwhelming and just sit away and do what I do best; dream away. Come one, what else does Star Gazers do best anyway? Okay, another lame excuse I can't keep from using. Or maybe it can be justified in some subtle ways? I realize in every sem, there comes those moments when I feel like I am not gonna weather the storm and everything is just gonna go wrong for some dumb reasons I can hardly stomach.
Talking about troubles in semester, I realize I just figured out another one; "people" and yes, like it not sometimes they are the ones you have to trust whether you can really trust them or not. Right about now, 8.59 am on a Monday morning I am preparing for a presentation at 10 am which I am nervous as hell, as always. But of course, I do hope my nervousness will once again be a driving force instead of something that freezes me up inside. Sometimes, impulse is a really helpful thing.
Just like what happen before; I was told that although I did well, but some people like it not brought me down and yes, it's just a matter of time before I realize the real struggles I am facing and actually have to face it, like for real. Somehow, I sense that something similar is gonna take place now and yes, I shouldn't be surprised at all and I might just have to pretend to be surprised or anything like that. Ever feel like a fool in love with trying to save the world around you?
My personality, to some extent brings me down too I figured. And sometimes, you don't have to wonder why people have to see you fall, it's just like Marvin Hagler; he was despised for all the "right" reasons. It don't matter if he was really great, because people refused to see that. People want to good looking, flashy and pleasant ones to thrive because they are the real attraction or sort of. Sometimes, you have to face the fact that life has given you more obstacles than most. And sadly, or maybe not, it still is "just the way it is".
Just like what happen before; I was told that although I did well, but some people like it not brought me down and yes, it's just a matter of time before I realize the real struggles I am facing and actually have to face it, like for real. Somehow, I sense that something similar is gonna take place now and yes, I shouldn't be surprised at all and I might just have to pretend to be surprised or anything like that. Ever feel like a fool in love with trying to save the world around you?
My personality, to some extent brings me down too I figured. And sometimes, you don't have to wonder why people have to see you fall, it's just like Marvin Hagler; he was despised for all the "right" reasons. It don't matter if he was really great, because people refused to see that. People want to good looking, flashy and pleasant ones to thrive because they are the real attraction or sort of. Sometimes, you have to face the fact that life has given you more obstacles than most. And sadly, or maybe not, it still is "just the way it is".
What's with "friends" sometimes? I mean, do people really have to impress others? What happens to expressing yourself, just the way you are? Well, maybe it's my age, like seriously that I can't take people doing that. I find it pretty despicable or maybe its because I was like that once? Well, brought up with the mentality that it is of "major importance" on being someone deemed acceptable to society as a whole? Let's just say some folks are not that lucky; they were not born with the most pleasant type of personality!
