Now, I often wonder what is the biggest challenge or rather the fun
of being in college at this "miling" age? Now, does it matter that I
am older only by age? Some would say it's the generation gap and some would
even say that it is actually an advantage. But is it? In actuality, it hardly
is. Again, if I actually graduated a long time ago and this is like my 2nd
diploma or something then college might just be peanuts for me. But still, I
have had a hell of a life and they aren't exactly to my advantage. But still,
at least I can say that I've learned to be wiser than ever before.
If this is an edge, then I guess it could be the only one. But
still my imaginative nature is often a good thing but quite often a bad one
too. I find it hard coping with factual stuffs and what's worst? Things that
are logical because my flow of thoughts is simply too sporadic and having an
extremely short attention span is just unbearable when you have to face
thousands of words and facts and figures. And this happens to be one of those
moments in my life where I have to bite hard, and swallow just as hard.
Everything seems nothing short of hardship lately, and yes, I am challenged.
This college life is one that is rather unforgettable, although my
future memoirs won't be about the parties I went to, the happy moments I had
with my buddies. Well, there might be some but most will probably be about the
kind of guy people see me as; the one that only a select few will appreciate
and most will shun me because of me being myself. Well, that's about how tough
being in college at 27/28 years old is. Oh hell, this is the life I was given.
Do I have a choice, and if I do will I take it? I'd like to say I won't because
I am strong enough to be in this shoe, while most would crumble into pieces.
All my life, I keep myself alive by indulging in the thrill of this fight!
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